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Created on 2008-10-13 01:19:22 (#16820185), last updated 2008-10-29
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Basic Info| Name: | Emie |
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Biomy name is Emily.
my nickname is Emie.
(Ee-mee, not Eh-mee)
my sister used to call me that when i was little.
my stats:
age: 15
height: 5'3"
cw: 115lbs
hw: 135lbs
lw: 109lbs
gw: 85lbs
ED(if i really have one): EDNOS
my parents think i have an eating disorder.
but i don't think i do.
i HAVE been to a therapist for purging,
but since i left her, i've started again.
but that really shouldn't be called an eating disorder.
i just don't like to eat.
and i don't like to feel full.
i don't like to let food just sit in my stomach, making me fatter.
i think that's normal: not liking the feeling of getting fat.
i also don't like the way i look.
and i don't feel comfortable in public.
ever.
but i think that's normal.
lots of girls have self-esteem issues.
i'd just prefer to have bones showing as opposed to fat.
is that so strange?
i'm only 5'3"
so i think if i were 85lbs, that would be acceptable.
so it's not like i wanna be ultra skinny.
85lbs's a good, healthy goal.
too bad i'm stuck at 115lbs.
but any girl would have self-esteem issues if they looked like me.
so i realy don't think i have an eating disorder.
and my parents need to shut the hell up about it.
maybe 30 pounds from now, i'll eat normally again (without throwing up).
then they'll really see that i don't have a goddamn eating disorder.
my nickname is Emie.
(Ee-mee, not Eh-mee)
my sister used to call me that when i was little.
my stats:
age: 15
height: 5'3"
cw: 115lbs
hw: 135lbs
lw: 109lbs
gw: 85lbs
ED(if i really have one): EDNOS
my parents think i have an eating disorder.
but i don't think i do.
i HAVE been to a therapist for purging,
but since i left her, i've started again.
but that really shouldn't be called an eating disorder.
i just don't like to eat.
and i don't like to feel full.
i don't like to let food just sit in my stomach, making me fatter.
i think that's normal: not liking the feeling of getting fat.
i also don't like the way i look.
and i don't feel comfortable in public.
ever.
but i think that's normal.
lots of girls have self-esteem issues.
i'd just prefer to have bones showing as opposed to fat.
is that so strange?
i'm only 5'3"
so i think if i were 85lbs, that would be acceptable.
so it's not like i wanna be ultra skinny.
85lbs's a good, healthy goal.
too bad i'm stuck at 115lbs.
but any girl would have self-esteem issues if they looked like me.
so i realy don't think i have an eating disorder.
and my parents need to shut the hell up about it.
maybe 30 pounds from now, i'll eat normally again (without throwing up).
then they'll really see that i don't have a goddamn eating disorder.
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