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today is not a good day. :[
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sad
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Emie
21 October 2008 @ 04:37 pm
my knuckles are bruised.
my cheeks are swollen.
my throat is on fire.
and i hate myself.
these are all signs and symptoms of zero self control.
:[
my cheeks are swollen.
my throat is on fire.
and i hate myself.
these are all signs and symptoms of zero self control.
:[
Current Mood: miserable
miserable14 October 2008 @ 10:34 pm
Morning Laxative
1 teaspoon of salt
1 cup of hot water
Lemon juice
Mix together and drink.
Current Mood: 
amused
amused14 October 2008 @ 05:11 pm
that plan failed miserably.
:]
nothing makes me hate myself more than the feeling of failure.
which i've been feeling a lot lately.
but last night i broke.
i started praying to Ana.
Ana is my religion.
i used to think i was an atheist.
but ever since i've been doing...things about my weight, i've been worshiping this wonderful girl.
and i just need to pray to her every night to give me strength.
and i will make it through the week without a solid touching my digestive system.
by the way.
i haven't had my period for three months to date.
*golf claps*
:]
nothing makes me hate myself more than the feeling of failure.
which i've been feeling a lot lately.
but last night i broke.
i started praying to Ana.
Ana is my religion.
i used to think i was an atheist.
but ever since i've been doing...things about my weight, i've been worshiping this wonderful girl.
and i just need to pray to her every night to give me strength.
and i will make it through the week without a solid touching my digestive system.
by the way.
i haven't had my period for three months to date.
*golf claps*
Current Mood: 
eh
eh